2013 was overall a better year for us despite going through our fourth miscarriage which ended quite early. Our second IVF cycle was very successful and I had worked through many issues about feeling quite alone and abandoned in this process. I now have a very small, close group of people who I can talk to about not only the status of where we are at but how I am feeling. I was always on the introvert/extrovert border as I am quite shy around new people but had a large social circle. Over the past few years I have become more introverted around some people who I do know, and less outgoing even around those I'm close to. But...I'm okay with that.
Gerry and I are on the island having a mini family vacation with Moshi at a beautiful bed and breakfast. Our family may not be as big as we had wanted at this point in our lives, but I'm happy it's just us.
So on NYE, I know that with our remaining frozen embryos, 2014 is either going to be a good year or very difficult. Either way, all I hope for is the strength to get through it.
